Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now

One: I do love you, and I love to be around you, and I act like that too. But the truth is I just use you for my own enjoyment. Soemtimes I actually want to hang out, but lots of the time I have a motive inside…

Two: You can be the nicest person, you are so helpful and friendly. You make me considor you an actual friend… If you didnt piss me the fuck off so much we could really be friends. Its like how you act around me is Bi Polar… I dont get it.

Three: At times I cant stand you, but at other times it feels like we are more than friends… I dont know how much more I can take, but I dont know how much I can go without.

Four: The way you look down on me makes me laugh. The way you joke about me is humiliating and I hate it. I cant wait till I can prove you wrong and stand out so you look stupid. I aspire to be nothing like you.

Five: I hate you.

Six: Whenever I am with you it feels like a quick escape…. I do things different, and I know that I was with you so its okay… 

Seven: I look up to you like your a celebrity or something…

Eight: I miss you.

Nine: You make me smile, laugh and cry.

Ten: Your the one person I will stick through for anything….